I love to write, and lately, slowly, I’ve been putting my pen to paper with nothing more in my head than perhaps the first sentence. Sometimes the words make sense, sometimes they don’t. I’m allowing myself to just run with it and have fun with judgement. I share last nights play below, just for fun. …
Being your own guru – within your family unit…
Well let me tell you, I’m sure this topic has been years in the making! I left New Zealand when I was a mere 20 years old. Bright eyed and bushy tailed – ready to take on the world. I had a one way ticket to London, England and all I knew was that I …
My experience with Landmark & why I’ve come home to NZ
So I’m in New Zealand after a whirlwind of events sees me here. About a week ago, I returned home to Victoria BC, after spending a weekend in Vancouver attending a 5 day course in the name in The Landmark Forum. To my knowledge, millions of people around the world have participated in this course, …
Why I question EVERYTHING!
For the love of god! Question EVERYTHING! A few conversations have popped up at work recently where I hear people answer; “they said we can’t” “we’re not allowed too”, or variations of these sentences. I always like to reply back to this statement with; “why?” “who is ‘they’?” “what is the reason?” Working within a …
A story for you my sister…
A reoccurring theme has been emerging in my dreams for some years now. I had another last night, and when I awoke, spent some time reflecting on it. It connects to an experience I had during my teenage years. In these years, it involves my friends not inviting me to join them for a spa …
Not having a Dad has become my greatest gift
Neils’ Dad has been here visiting for the weekend. He lives in Campellville, Ontario. I’ve met him twice before when Neil & I visited for Christmas & the packing down of his Mothers’ Condo in Milton. He’s a lovely man, a real Dad type. I guess what other type is there really? I think I …
Canada vs Australia vs Bali and The Universal Plan
Summer is slowly on her way out, and Fall is beginning to make his way onto the scene. It is almost without warning that the long hot days have disappeared, being replaced with continual rain & drizzle. I feel ripped off! All the Victorian Canadians are talking about what an awesome Summer it has been, …
How to Shift a Cough
How to shift a cough; I have been acknowledging my sadness, which turned to grief. Which then turned into a sore throat, and coughing at night. When we don’t release our emotions completely, they get stuck in our bodies. My life is slowly beginning to change, and it is a result of me changing on the …
I have cracked wide open
Today there is not to much else to do or understand, but just be and write a little. It feels like everything is coming to a head, and life as I currently know it is changing, not before my eyes – because that actually hasn’t happened yet – but on my insides. Since doing a …
to have a baby, or not to have a baby, that is the question…
The other day, upon receiving Mums care parcel, the craziest experience began to unfold. As if a virtual delivery message was received with this tangible parcel, a communicative message deeper than can be understood began to envelope. Just after Neil answered the door to the postman, who held with him, our parcel, I began to …