Sitting down to write feels like reaching the surface after a deep deep dive – for air.

I don’t know what it is right now, but there is something in this that I just have to do.

I have to write – and share.  Then write some more – then share.

And it doesn’t seem to matter what it is, I just need to write, and it doesn’t feel right if I don’t.

There is this deep feeling, deep down within my soul, that will not let up until I listen to it and take action.

And right now, it is to write!

I feel as if I’m gasping for air, the above mentioned air.

And perhaps that water, that dive is symbolic to how I’m feeling right now.  Like I’m only just able to stay a float, gasping these precious breaths of air.

If I don’t keep breathing, I may just sink.

Sink into my depths and get lost in the abyss that is my subconscious – or ego.  Our friend the ego.

Right now – I feel like my whole life is up for review.

Relationships, Work, Purpose, Location, Thoughts, Movement, Food…

Anything relating to life – that is life – is in review.

As I write these words, I am still continuing to breath very heavily – as if releasing something into the void.

I have no idea if they will be read, but that doesn’t seem to be the point.  The point is that I do what I’m called to do, that which sets my soul at ease.

I feel like I am about to morph into something luminous and awe inspiring – and I so can’t wait, because the world from where I see it, is glazed with old masks and filters that no longer serve me.

Ways of being which are so far outdated they could hold an expiry date of centuries ago.

Maybe this moment has been centuries in the making?!

If we are as old as the mountains, the heavens, all that ever is and ever was – it makes sense that we are shedding layers upon layers of ego ideas and old patterns that are no longer the way.

They are no longer the way of the light, in the new age of light!

Negativity and in-authenticity is on its way out!  In an all mighty hurrah – and I have front row tickets.

As I write I can feel the eagerness – beyond eagerness – absolute ecstatic-ness of my soul ready to fly and take flight over the very mountains and valleys that have housed her for centuries.

It is time!

Oh it is time!

Time to drop this shit.

Time to drop the stories.

Drop the bullshit and crap that keeps us small.

Keeps us from shinning out lights oh so bright!

What ever is in your way – shed it – breath it out and LET IT GO dear one!

Now, now, now!

Feel the earth beneath your feet and the wind in your hair oh wise one and surrender to your absolute greatness!

Because there is nothing else!

NO-THING can define and even come close to your being-ness – your YOU-NESS!

You are YOU and there is NO-THING else in the world that stands in comparison.

Feel your light and expand beyond the ages – shine into the darkest corners and pave light on every crevice!

The time is NOW…

Bring presence, wisdom and beauty to your being and share in all your gifts that you have to give.

Because the world needs us now!


It sounds like I did have a message to share!  Feeling this writing come through me explains the eagerness and urgency I have been feeling!  The breathing and connection to this inner wisdom was profound – like nothing else mattered.  A wonderful reminder for my ego – as it is currently caught up in the stuff that is in my way.

So this writing appears to be for me & if you are reading this – then this is also for you brave one.

Now is the time!


Heidi Firth

"I'm living my life inspired by spirit, practicing surrender and following my guidance in each moment..."
Sounds all very idealistic & luxury right? Nope. It takes courage, strength & trust. It's fueled by blood, sweat & a lot of tears.
If it was easy, the planet wouldn't be in this state. Trust your higher purpose & be in awe of life.

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