During this time, as Mercury goes Retrograde for the next three weeks, I find myself deeply reflective of the past number of weeks. I can’t say how many.
If I’m really honest with myself – they have been somewhat challenging. The context seems irrelevant.
As if I attach to the context, that could be the very thing supporting me to feel challenged. Whereas if I surrender, I float in a bubble of purity & openness.
An old friend wrote to me this week, and what she wrote really landed.
“Yes I understand what you mean regarding the situation with your business. I wonder if it is a reset in some way due to the re-emergence of the feminine, inviting us as women to sit, to hold and allow creativity to emerge…….. rather than being born of action and goal setting……so masculine, so controling, where is the trust in that?”
These were her exact written words.
It’s SO profoundly true!
As women – we are still so masculine. Seeking to provide for our families, go to work, run a business, set goals, change the world. I don’t think there is anything wrong with this. But my friends words have me pondering.
Perhaps this paradigm shift is still VERY different from the ideas and that we/I are still driving.
Perhaps this reflective time for me is about completely rewriting my concept of life. Another opportunity to blow ideas from my mind, paving way for new inspired ways.
It’s not an easy ride I tell you.
To surrender it all takes courage. And damn right I am one helava courageous soul.
I release what I think I know, to arrive into the vast expanse of the unknown.
From here, well… That is a mystery.