Heidi Firth Where attention goes, energy flows.
This is the way of the Universe. This is the way of the body.
We are born into this world given everything that we could ever need within us.
But it seems that somewhere along the way, we lost our way.
We seek for love, meaning, knowledge outside of ourselves.
We go on a journey that takes us so far from ourselves, that we’re not sure we’ll ever find the way home. Physically, Emotionally or Spiritually.
This may not be everyone’s story, but it was definitely mine.
I lost a connection to myself in the decision that I made to protect myself, or, protect my Mother from telling her what had happened to me.
I somehow thought that I had done something wrong, naughty, bad, so therefore I could not, dare not tell my Mum.
In that small child mind of mine, I separated myself from myself. I detached emotionally and shut off to protect myself from the world.
In the years that followed are a string of side effects that steam from the very core of this event, and likely even deeper as I am only now beginning to awaken to.
See human beings are programmed for love, connection, tribal being. Not pain, suffering, despair and wounding.
It is our personal pain, compounded by our ancestral pain that see’s us as a civilization so detached from our innate magical selves.
We are amazing beyond our knowledge, we are infinite cosmic beings who block our own magical potential for power.
It is in Meditation & Healing’s that we minutely come to sense a tiny glimpse of who we are.
Even words do not, or could not express who we are.
But our bodies are the gateway to this wonder.. If we did not wear these bodies that we wear, then we would just be our essence. Our Spirits, floating, drifting gloriously about without a care, worry or purpose. Combine the two & who knows what you’ll get. Magic infused in a vehicle that can do anything!!
Why are we so scared of our own potential!
Because we are powerful beyond belief.
We block our potential and create energy blocks, manifesting into physical di-ease and unrest.
We are surrounded by a society so detached from self, we are lost as a culture.
If I could do ONE thing in this life, it would be to teach those I encounter, how to connect to their innate wisdom.
To teach the tools to create vibrancy & health. To be able to bound through life with such joy and meaning..
But I can’t teach responsibility. I can’t teach everyone to choose the road less traveled. To acknowledge their buried pain and tribal/family wounding.
But where will we start? If not this generation, will it be the next? Or the next? Who will step up?
When will courage be infectious. What would it take?
If courageousness was as hipster as the latest Instagram trend, would we then have our market?
Does change need to have a catalyst of pain like the Sydney Seige?
What if it didn’t?
What if we simply woke up tomorrow and KNEW who we were and our PURPOSE?
