Heidi Firth In 2017, my soul met another, who became the catalyst for great healing.
At the time I felt crazy, and unseen.
I had a job washing vehicles that spent their days on Film sets and ski tourist holidays.
I would spend countless hours cleaning the mud from the wheel hubs and under the vehicle. I’d be scrubbing the wheels, bawling my eyes out, I’d vacuum the inside, pausing to catch my breath from tears. I released countless emotions during that job.
My healing felt infinite at that time. Not knowing when random tears and ancient release would hit. I had a period of dealing with the most extreme anxiety, I had to quit coffee at that time- it was too much!
Sometimes the release would be coupled with a wail of sound so ancient I wondered if there was another person inside of me. It was wild.
This Soul’s energy would not leave my being.
I thought I was nuts! Why wouldn’t they leave me alone? Why couldn’t I let them go?
I dove into all my tools that I always had done through life.
– self reflection/journaling
– chakra/energy healing
– cord cutting
– shadow work
– blocking and cutting out on socials and physical
– past life healing
– energy healers
None of these methods shifted this soul from me.
I felt so crazy, what the actual fuck is this?
They would show up in my dreams on a regular basis.
I felt as if they were communicating with me via songs.
I would see them driving around town just as I had a thought about them.
I’d see a car like the one they drove equally as often.
Community and strangers would often bring their name into conversation for the most random of reasons.
I would bump into them far too regularly to count.
They’d call me when I’d had an energetic shift around the connection.
I knew how they were feeling at various times throughout the day and would sometimes receive snapshot visuals of their day from their perspective.
All these occurrences and more were a constant for years! In the beginning I truly felt like I was crazy. My poor flatmate, I would regularly share about this person and my bemusement with our connection.
About this time I stumbled upon an Instagram account that was sharing readings on a current collective of twin souls who’d come into communication.
To my awe, everything she shared was my exact experience. The energies at play, the behaviors being exhibited and how I felt.
Overtime I began to accept the connection more and more. Continuing to dive deeply into what it was inviting me the look at. After a number of years the intensity decreased due to my dedicated healing efforts and I found greater acceptance. There continued to be triggers and challenges, though I built an inner strength in myself like I’d never known.
That connection showed me and awoke what we might name, my connection with 5D.
Fifth dimensional consciousness. It awoke my consciousness to feel this realm and align with it.
I slowly learnt to trust in what I was feeling, its truth and slow my physical 3D reality into it.
It brought with it continued lessons in surrender, the unraveling of this conditioned ego.
Now, just 7 years later, grateful for what happened. As it has awoken and prepared me.
What of this connection now?
It’s still there. I still feel them, though definitely not as intensely. I have greater power & control.
