Heidi Firth Yesterday arvo I fell into a bit of a blah hole.
I’ve started doing the whole comparing myself against others, and what gifts they’re bringing to the world.
I am watching so many successful women who are running their online businesses, who are brimming with success and positive stories of earning 6 figures per month, doing what they love, supporting their partner to create their dream life and so on, and so on.
It’s silly, because I absolutely know, that I am on the right track and that I’m perfectly where I need to be, with the perfect amount of resources at my finger tips right now.
I’m even SO fortunate to have a wonderful, beautiful, loving, supportive partner who believes in me.
So much so, he gives me the space I need to write, to have time to myself. He even invested the money towards my Leonie Dawson Life + Biz Academy membership for my birthday.
But still, I follow these inspiring Goddesses, and yesterday fell in a hole of self depreciating, unhelpful thoughts.
The latest ‘trend’ offering, happening in the wonderful world of entrepreneurs is BSchool. I must have heard about this 2-3 times before I got the message, and clicked the link to visit Marie Forleo and find out what all the hype was about..
BSchool is a online 8 week business course, guiding business entrepreneurs to create the lives they were meant to live and a business that whole heartedly supports this.
The testimonial stories are phenomenal, the affiliate bonuses are amazing, the reaping of benefits for your hard work are as outlined earlier; 6-7 figure incomes each month, doing what you love, travelling the world, supporting your partner + stacks of others. It’s easy to be sweapt up in this online movement, and I for one am hooked, line & sinker!
The catch to this amazing course is, that it is a mere $2k, which in the sceam of earning 6-7 figures a month is spare change, but to the budding beginner starting their business journey, $2k is everything.
So, here’s me. Sitting in this category nicely. Newbie business owner, the world at my finger tips. Grand aspirations for changing the world. Passion to boot. A message larger than life, with vehicle (my website) that is currently in upgrade.
My heart (chakra) is literally aching, and has been for the last week or two. I am ready! I am more than ready!
I want so badly want to heal the world and guide woman back to the joy of life, who they innately are.
But again, in this, I am perfectly where I need to be.
I said to Neil last night. I have everything I need. I show up for myself daily. I do what is required, and at the end of the day, I feel good about the tasks that I have completed. But because my efforts are not yet being heard by an audience, it does punch the ego. My ego. It really asks one to continue to show up each and every day.
What more can I be doing? How do I get my message clearer. Who is my muse? How do I reach them?
All valid questions.
Still, soul says, its all G H.
So after watching beautiful Sarah of the Fifth Element share her honesty and experience of BSchool, I will take my ego and heart, and have a rest.
I am sitting in my PJs on the couch and taking time out for me today.
I am enough. I am doing enough. All is perfect. If BSchool was where I am at, it would show up, I would show up. I get the message ego… I have enough. I have everything I could need.
